shine like stars

This is my song that I sing forever
You are my home, You are what I treasure
I want You to be where my heart goes

I want You to be where my heart
Runs to, clings to
Jesus, I so need You
I want You to be where my heart goes

- Where My Heart Goes by Colton Dixon

I knew all the stories, I knew the right words and the right way to act. Though I knew He was real and I desired to follow Him, my relationship with Him became more about rules and what I could and couldn’t do. But then He met me and transformed my life, telling me how deep His unconditional love for me was despite my failed attempts to live a perfect life that pleased Him. He showed me His radical pursuit of me from before time began and how I didn’t have to do anything to earn His grace. Now my life is lived to love Him and to bring Him glory and honor because of the depth of my love for the One who loved me first. I love my Savior who rescued me when I was desperate and dying and forgave me of all my sins. He is now the source of my joy and hope and strength and peace and love. This saying is worthy of trust and full acceptance that Christ came to this earth to save sinners, of whom I am the foremost.


To God be all the glory and honor both now and forever! #rise&SHARE

“If I had no voice,
If I had no tongue,
I would dance for You like the rising sun.
And when that day comes and I see Your face.
I will shout Your endless glorious praise.”

Just found some old notes that I wrote years ago.

It inspired me to start writing again.

Hopefully I’ll get something up this week. (:

i miss cornerstone.

ci-rcles:

i miss the feeling of being there.

i miss not caring about one single thing the whole week.

i miss the circle pits.

i miss my friends from there.

i miss everything.

i don’t know what i’ll do if there isn’t one next summer..

Yes. <3

(Source: weirdbye, via cornerstoneguide)

Standing on this mountaintop
Looking just how far we’ve come
Knowing that for every step
You were with us

Kneeling on this battle ground
Seeing just how much You’ve done
Knowing every victory
Was Your power in us

Scars and struggles on the way
But with joy our hearts can say
Yes, our hearts can say

Never once did we ever walk alone
Never once did You leave us on our own
You are faithful, God, You are faithful

Never Once by Matt Redman
“There is only one way people will genuinely ‘hear’ the gospel message: by observing how the church itself lives … They should see in the Christian community a unifying love that resonates with their own deepest longings - and points to a supernatural source.”
— Charles Colson

Here I am
Down on my knees again
Surrendering all
Surrendering all

Find me here
Lord as you draw me near
I’m desperate for you
I’m desperate for you
I surrender

— I Surrender by Hillsong Live

So I’ve been reading the book of Acts and just being so blown away by the stories of the early church and the apostles. I feel like I should’ve been born in the 1st Century. Haha.

But this story in Acts 16 really stuck out to me in a way I had never thought about before. Paul and Silas are in Philippi and are going around talking about Jesus and encouraging the believers, and this girl who has a spirit of divination in her, follows them around crying out after them that they are “Servants of the Most High God, who proclaim to you the way of salvation” (Acts 16:17). And after doing this to them for a few days Paul gets “greatly annoyed” and rebukes the spirit to leave in the name of Jesus and it does. The owners of this girl get really mad at this because they can’t make any more money from her, so they beat Paul and Silas and have them thrown in jail. And in the midst of this all happening, there is this verse,

About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the prisoners were listening to them, and suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken. - Acts 16:25-26

Lately I’ve been thinking about how, even in the most random moments of life, looking at the situation and being like “Okay, God, what would You have me do in this moment? How can I glorify You in this?” Because my life is full of these moments. Where I think, I have no idea how I got here and it can only be God, so God why did you place me in this situation and what are You wanting me to do now that I’m here?

And when I read that verse I felt that that is how Paul and Silas felt. They were in jail for goodness sake! And they’re singing and praying?! They weren’t fighting it, they weren’t praying for God to deliver them (though maybe that is what their prayers were, though from what I read in this story I don’t think that’s what they were praying for), they were just praying and singing hymns to God. Maybe they were like “Okay, God, we’re here in jail. What would You have us do in this moment? You obviously have us here for a reason, so we’re going to make the most of this moment.” And they sing and pray. Haha. I love it!

Then even later. When the earthquake happens and their chains are broken, some of us probably would think, “Praise God! You set me free!” and bolt for the outside. But they stayed? Why? I wonder if they knew that the jailer and his family would be saved because of them or if they just sensed in the Spirit that God wasn’t done with their time in prison yet. It says that the other prisoners were listening to them praying and singing, I bet Paul and Silas loved it. My friends joke that I will tell anything that breathes about God, and I wonder if that’s how they felt. ”Oh man, we’re in jail, but oh look! People! Hey, lets tell them about our God!” :D I want to be in jail and still singing praises to God and take every moment as a gift from God and to shine the love of Jesus even in dark and dangerous places.

“I want to be thrilled out of my mind because of who Jesus is, what He’s done and how alive and real and astonishing He is that I can’t even keep from talking about it, my love for Him just keeps coming up in conversation. I want to be so alive and ebullient that I’m unshakable to the point that no allure of the world can pull me into apathy or impassivity.”
— Adam Young